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[Jan. 8th, 2005|08:55 pm] |
welp, i'm scared shitless
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|10:06 am] |
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i wish it would snow just a little early every morning, so that we could start each day with a fresh blanket of white over everything |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:35 am] |
I talked to the head honcho at the roseville circuit city.. he wants to give me a $1.25 pay cut and put me in the crappy "leftovers" department? That sucks.. makes this whole stressful move a little harder to deal with. I guess I can always find another job =/ But I'm really not looking forward to leaving this store. I actually respect the management, my coworkers are actually pretty cool, plenty of hours, its just an all-around nice place. What are the chances of finding another place like this so easily? =/ While I really don't want to be in Colorado, the fact remains that I am throwing a lot away to come back. And I guess seeing for myself if it's worth it is much better than simply wondering for the rest of my life.
Oh, and I cried during Return of the King.. twice! Wanna fight about it? |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|06:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Clash - Rock the Casbah | ] |
Yesterday I registered at sierra, today I asked my boss for a transfer.. which was kind of hard.. he was all disappointed and stuff :( Cause I hella kick ass and stuff.. but yes, my plan is being set into motion! |
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[Oct. 26th, 2004|12:03 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Opeth - The Drapery Falls | ] |
As many of you know I'm planning on making a return to California some time around new years. I'm sure everyone also knows that I planned the same thing over the summer, but it never happened. I guess theres a reason why people know me as the guy who says he's gonna do stuff but never does them. Well, that was a little different. Theres a huge difference between not going bowling and leaving the comfort of your parent's house. One is a case of not wanting to do something, the other is a case of wanting to do something but being afraid to. Honestly I'm still afraid to. But, I do regret leaving CA, and I regret staying here when I was prepared to leave the first time. I'm afraid to leave because I'm afraid I'll fail. But I dont think I'll fail, recently I've been especially successful with things I've initially failed at. So if anything, I'm more prepared than ever to overcome difficulties. I guess it all comes down to will I regret leaving? I know I'll certainly regret staying. But I dont know if I'll regret leaving.. and there's only one way to find out, right?
Its really hard (for me) to make friends without already having friends. I guess its just nice to have a sort of 'base' to fall back on. Kind of like how it takes money to make money, I guess. There are always some people who can take a dollar and jump into the world and come out with millions, but I'm not one of them. Also, tuition is ass expensive here, and thats the part my mom pays for. I'd feel more.. accountable for my life if I were paying for a more proportionate part of it. So, the way it is now, I'm paying 250 bucks a month, and if I were to take a full load of classes, my mom would be paying close to 1k per month. In CA it would be more like me paying 600ish, mom paying ~100.
Anyways, I feel nauseous and I'm going to bed, so youll just have to infer everything I had left to say from what I already did say. Good luck :) |
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|05:53 pm] |
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| |  quixotic | ] |
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| | da na na na na na na na BAT-MAN! | ] |
Have any of you had your boss call you into his office to tell you how much ass you kick? Man, its cool when that happens :D So first theres that, and THEN he gave me a $10 gift certificate to some pizza place.. and THEN I got home and found a LADYBUG and a GRASSHOPPER. At first the grasshopper was playing dead cause he was skeered, but then i poked him a whole bunch and he jumped. And also I picked up the ladybug with a shovel (I happened to be holding a shovel at the time) but it was too slippery so he couldnt hang on and he fell off and landed in the grass and then I couldnt find him anymore =/ I wonder if it was a him though since it was a ladybug, you know? Though I havent seen too many gentlemanbugs around. But yeah he was definitely cooler than the lame grasshopper who wouldnt jump. Also I ate a brownie. Woot!
Doesnt quixotic kind of rhyme with erotic? thats why I picked it |
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|05:11 pm] |
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Happy birthday Carly~ |
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[Oct. 8th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Doobie Brothers | ] |
Conversation at work:
Josh(manager): You dont see too many lesbian couples around here.
Emilee(girl I work with): Well actually this one time there was a dyke-looking lady with a kid, and he kept calling her mommy. And then ANOTHER lady came up, and he called her mommy too! Can you imagine? I felt sorry for the kid..
Josh: Hey, you know, everyone has a role in this world, some people have to be normal and some people have to be fucked up. Some people have to have two mommies and work at mcdonalds and some have to write their paychecks, its just the way it works.
Chris: ...
Now of course, he was joking, but man, what a great opportunity to see him put is foot so far into his mouth that he's shitting toes.. unfortunately I couldnt see anything positive coming out of me making my boss look like a complete jackass, so I kept quiet. But boy was I laughing at him on the inside!
Also, since Bart wanted to know, I took three dumps and got two boners today. Pictures coming soon! |
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[Sep. 14th, 2004|09:46 pm] |
i got flirted with/hit on by an older girl today! i think she was 21-22
i was too chicken to do anything about it.. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|07:03 am] |
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| | soundgarden - the day i tried to live | ] |
to the south theres a dark gray blanket of cloud over the sky
wispy ribbons of rain are floating down over a backdrop of dusk
lightning is arcing every which way
to the west you see the same blanket of cloud reaching towards the rockies, but not quite enveloping them
all of a sudden the sun drops below the cloud and settles into the strip of sky above the mountains, illuminating the subtle texture on the cloud's underside
for ten minutes the entire landscape is absolutely golden..
and as quickly as it appeared, the sun sets behind the mountains.
i know, im a pansy |
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[Sep. 6th, 2004|12:05 am] |
well that was a fun little circle-jerk!
im thinking about/planning on/hoping to/etc go to sierra for spring semester? the time ive spent here has helped me to grow in a lot of ways, but in a lot of other ways i dont think im done yet.. give me another 3.5 months and ill be good to go :P
so who wants to shack up with chris? |
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| Stealing ernie's post.. word for word! |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|11:06 am] |
Leave a comment if you want to know what I really think of you and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.
Then post this in your journal so I can find out what you think of me. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|11:06 pm] |
Reasons I hate Colorado:
1. Too many hillbillies
2. Not enough cute punk rock girls
3. Insurance is too much
4. Tuition is too much
5. Its shaped like a rectangle (how boring)
6. Only two types of terrain (plains and mountains, whoopee)
7. It shares a border with Wyoming, so every once in a while I have to talk to a Wyoming-ite
8. People drive like maniacs
9. 'Gangsters' and 'homies' are even dumber, cause, well.. its Colorado, how many gang fights do you think happen here?
10. IF I HEAR SOMEONE REFER TO SODA AS 'POP' ONE MORE TIME I'M GOING TO 'POP' THEM ONE RIGHT IN THE JAW
11. You arent here! (you, the one reading this!)
12. Fifteen is
13. A nice
14. Even number
15. Dont you think? |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|04:07 pm] |
fuck the naysayers, cos they dont mean a thing! |
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[Aug. 31st, 2004|04:39 pm] |
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HOLY SHIT MY NEW COMPUTER IS HERE OMGWTFBBQ |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
my mom's lesbian life partner just found out that im more inclined to agree with the realistic republican platform than the whiner crybaby democratic platform (and not by a large margin, im no bush for instance), and as im going down the stairs i hear "that boy has some learning to do, i thought he was smarter than that"
foul language cannot express my disdain for that woman |
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
I'm going camping tomorrow...in my backyard...full moon this next couple days and stuff. so pretty!
colleges i hope to be accepted to for spring semester:
csu (colorado state)
uc berkely (haha yeah right.. but hi eileen!)
davis (hi conrad!)
ucla (hi lauren!)
ucsb (hi dan!)
ucsc (hi uh.. everybody!)
uop (hi erika!)
7 schools, i should get into one, hopefully.. right? getting one of those ca ones would be perfect too.. coming to colorado has been a great experience, ive learned a lot about myself and about life in general, but this isnt where i want to be.. i want to take this newfound knowledge i have to a place that matters to me, and be within a 6 hour drive of people that matter to me. i swear if im in ca next semester, every time i have a free weekend im going to take a trip to visit someone.. cause i wanna do that now but its not feasible :( so yea. next semester i'll be seein ya'll
or else i'll be stuck at csu :/ |
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|12:20 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Rancid - She's automatic | ] |
My head was spinning, a million miles an hour
The chance of mistakin', I get anxious around her
She put her head on my shoulder, I started to hold her
Swingin' and swayin till the morning began |
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[Aug. 28th, 2004|10:43 am] |
Anyone ever seen Taxi Driver?
"And I felt when I walked in that there was something between us. There was an impulse that we were both following. So that gave me the right to come in and talk to you. Otherwise I never would have felt that I had the right to talk to you or say anything to you. I never would have had the courage to talk to you. When I walked in, I knew I was right. Did you feel that way? "
"I wouldn't be here if I didn't." |
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